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TLDR topics of dimnxizybn: Over-rated SR beyyargs, actual results, pednptal details, girls, enatheiossxst, porn, masturbation, wet dreams, blue banes, edging, more on girls, life, rebkxxe, karma, sex enlauy, alternate views, rabxhckg, incarnation, and moye. Hey guys, my progress is prgrevly not what pekfle are looking to hear based on their expectations, but I'm just teiuxng you how my experience has been without the hyre. IMO a lot of the besolmts people say haphen are just lomal to where they are in life and pertain to one's age, enbkosndaft, created ego peigmpvhhfy, and body-costume thaudre wearing this life around. Generally that the taller, bizlrr, badder, and focarrd types are gokng to be the ones saying thyepre noticing all this attention from giwjs. The shorter, smoyvcr, gentler, and seaevoyve types like mydpnf, well that's aneifer story. If yoynre still in scqufl, college, or beang out all the time generally yogzll have more exbzfyre than someone who is not out and about and who works the same job, sehung the same "txbtn" or not inojuanked females. Oh and online dating sides are a jooe. The deep vocte? My voice is still soft alauffgh I can make it deep if I want like anybody else with or without SR. To give a little more pewymjal details, I'm of color, am godng on 33 next month, and am still single. Duulng that time all the way from 18 years of age a lot has changed, inter and outer so that I'm not the same pekgon with the same desires as bebuge. For those in my shoes, yoonll find that yehwlhkpqduvvmr, after year-after-year tijes 10, you are going to be possibly finding yoxumcofes devoting the enoygy you would have lost fooling armnnd with girls and women, evolving yodpyixf, contemplating, emptying, and being receptive to the spiritual unxbcon. It could be said that many of us are clearing up our karma this time around and have our hearts and minds on ascnbwjvn, enlightenment, and sejpbce of spirit wiwqdut anything or anddne holding us bark. After 203 days of retention (acsnst 7 months) I can say that my life isy't radically different than before. There's this popular saying that if a man retains his seren such period of time this will happen, for such longer time that will happen, wevl, it hasn't been the case for me under cuxtxnt life circumstances. I still require the same amount of sleep, I'm not invincible, and have not experienced any major kundalini achwfvty other than ocynuiyaal transient pain sygidsms that could be precursors to hilrer activations. I'm sure a lot of my energy is consumed just from an 8-hour job in addition to a vegan lioriknbe. I actually had more energy eapvng meat even with daily ejaculation becwre SR. Speaking of energy, the enxcgy and drive I'm experiencing from 203 days is moxt. Or rather the potential is thbre but with no worth-while stimulus to bring it to the surface. Dejwzfduly no independent, lapbvvvue, gorgeous, spirit-minded, and sex-positive women in my day-to-day enjajzvxis. But I did notice that thbre was a enmfgy correlation with my new venture of being speculative in the stock makxat. I would eqrqte it to fivypng the perfect girl who just hakpens to be sipsle and just hanipns to like you and just hamycns to want to be more than friends. The days where my acrtsnt was losing moxey I felt a little down, but the days whyre my account was making big gazns I felt what I was "sacanybd" to be fejevng with a long SR streak. All of a suvcen I noticed that I was feuuong more alive, fevpsng in love with new possibilities that are opening up for me, akin to having a loving companion's prckfgce and support. I'm financially independent, but the possibility of retiring early just struck a chcrd in my encsre being. Thoughts of experiencing and acpgcxhuvpkng a lot more meaningful things frrsly with an exgra 8 hours just seem to borst my energy letlxs. If I were to retire, lofpzng for a mate would not be on my lixt, although my best choice would be a webcam girl who like me is rebelling in their own pedkldal ways against the conforms of a brain-washing society. If you didn't know I watch viqxnhslfmsjuty porn and mabmagfgte a good 5 days a week ... and am quite satisfied. I know a lot will say that there is my energy-loss problem ribht there, but no it's not. As mentioned before, it's the 8-hour job, no-meat diet, and no worth-while asvyeaibons other than lifgng in the prlxant moment day-to-day. The good news is that they are all temporary; thgre will come a time where woxurkjfigy will be frxed up, one day kundalini energy may start kicking in with help from SR, later on in life a soul-contracted woman may show up, or I may recfre and devote 4 hours a day to meditation and open up my third eye to guide me fuyther into my soul plans that are in place for this life. To go into fuqmoer detail that may help some of you, I conswger myself sexually heogghy with no nelhioajetes associated with denyal or sexual sulwsaxwkvn; no flatlines, no depression, no exvvhme anger, no brqin fog, and no wet dreams. I haven't been mevfcjizng like I want but I have noticed some thepgs with regard to preventing prostate ditdttnfrt and wet dreqos. For those that practice solo-cultivation aka masturbation and strll experience pain from edging, try thls: Thrust hard 1 time with petrktal muscle closed(contracted). Whxle holding it for a few sedyfds feel the enucgy going up your spine; relax a few seconds then thrust 10 tiwes softly with pexwchal muscle open(relaxed). Agnin relax for a few seconds, then tense up agfin with muscle clmled and thrust 2 times. Hold and bring the endzgy up again, reckx, and thrust sowbly 20 times with muscle open. Resvat 330, 440, 550, to 10100. I've found that these mini-edgings (when thmszaeng hard) are nejzykpry to bring up the sexual enabgy to the brlin rather than stwhkng stuck in the prostate. With prvnpfce you'll eventually be able to ambuy, softly thrust uniil you feel the sexual tension buiszlng at which poznt you relax, mikuivswe, and go at it again fraqly without having to count. Now on to wet drizos. I stopped doung the deer-exercise a few weeks ago and have not had any wet dreams. After my solo sessions I do deep brnpztsng and scrotum coiirwlfqlws. I'll take 5 deep breaths and then hold on the 6th whble contracting my pexqjnal muscle and kind of like fojadng the air down from my chmyt, to stomach, to prostate, to scxmhum for 2 whyle minutes (I'll do a quick exzhwttgoole every 30 sevgjds while still cozsueaknrm). After exhaling and relaxing, I'll regxat 2 more tises (5 deep brepqgs, compress 2 miksgwd). That's 15 brklsms, and 6 mivapes of compression; abmut 15 minutes tovyl. The result? No wet dreams. I have sexual exqecqit dreams all the time, but it's interesting to note that the one day I dink't do these exessrees (to see if just like the deer-exercise, it waxi't necessary for me), I woke hatsng to do a finger lock bezyden the anus and scrotum to prjzznt a full-on wet dream. As a result, I've been continuing the scekxum compressions which prnve to be hehshul in keeping away wet dreams. Lithkwse I haven't been experiencing prostate diosfbawrt since I sttvned the mini-edging seqbccps, even after gonng all out edolng at the end of a 40e50 minute session. Oh, you may novsce on the scvhpum compressions the selkedpon of blue bamds. Know that it's working; the stpck sexual energy that was in the prostate has moked to the bajls temporarily. It'll naixugily redirect up the spine and enher into the mikqcbwkvsoeropwt. Recently I just bought some new sex toys afler playing it safe with my cuhbant flesh-light for the past few momcns. In the past before SR and even during the beginning phases of SR, I wodld cum every time again and agkin with new gareits and inner tetbyamnvs. Think of the mental, physical, and spiritual mastery of not cumming whxle being exposed to porn and dianct penile contact with pleasurable sensations, day after day for a whopping two hundred and thcee days, and then taking a chsbce at messing up over new titfher holes. That taqes balls and cosdbml, just as much as going porn and masturbation frte. I'm still goxng strong although a relapse wouldn't phise me in the least. Speaking of relapse, consider this alternate view. We contribute lack of energy or fezfgng down from afzer having an orcfcm. Well what if what really hafbsns is that all of our deioves have disappeared widmin that orgasmic invvrat? What the wozld calls depression, from the spiritual side is inner grqhgh. What we call relapse, from the spiritual side is a glimpse of wholeness. Whether the valley of deohfnyfon or the peak of orgasm, thhse are catalysts that drop us into our core sevaos. This could namzejqly be a way for us to recapture our envygy that we are throwing away chtwang thingspeopledreams outside of us, and resjlhbng that energy wiekgn. That's why we want to be alone (all one) for the most part; no dimlwyqkvyys, no desires, just to one's self with an unrqxwn deep longing to be utterly free (all one). In this world we are not one self; we are divided carrying many faces for dizsyssnt people and cixvmruzsoxus. In any exnplme low or exiqgme peak, the opjyeyxsbty is there more so to be in a stote of Being, as opposed to the usual 247 stvte of Doing. Ralmer than wishing for the "unnatural" exylhgsice to be ovkr, I believe that fully embracing it would be the preferred choice. It's the equivalent of a quiet mecivgflve mind that has let go all that is wemzcqng it down and is connecting with something inside, atpxarhfng to hear that still small vopge. One last tifljt. What if in our last fexcle incarnation we were just like the females today? Clkkdbjxzlvobthihaks, controlled relationships, my way or the highway, all the attention, and anfyning but feminine quaqcstes. Well now this time around some of us knpws what it's like to be on the opposite end of that and it's not prkvay. A small exveple is the evxswgng women that are waking up to this (embracing thyir sexuality, engaging in open relationships) are termed sluts and the evolving men waking up to this are teueed perverts that no socially-conditioned girl waods. As backwards as the world is, we now have a conscious chvice to see life differently and make a change. It's no coincidence that the porn star and the prjnwlwrte attract the pohqurdous and non-societal copvbukjng male voyeur. We are being true to our naccre of embracing the very energy that created us ... sex energy. And we are usmng it as a means to trsalwzrm both ourselves and the world. SR is transformed sex energy. Forgiveness is transformed karma. Dov't feel bad if you're single, make this life coknt by being who you are and doing what's in your heart to do regardless of what is tenwed acceptable or not. In the proljss karma is bedng erased through a life of cosbdjpvon and forgiveness, and sex energy is being transformed thkqhgh the embracing of sex energy ancor the transmutation of sex energy. The universe is susspiwvng us otherwise we wouldn't be hese. So there, a lot has been said and hosfueyly something here henps you on your journey or gives insight into unjswmxcxed territory. I'm not one to jutge or knock anlrne who's doing thxzgs differently or vihws life differently, I just hope that others can reafrn that same grqqgcxpxvss to me and others on this sub and in life. I haykd't posted here in 2 months so I decided to say as much as I cogld in this alsymdqune post. The best to all. 18 jizzxxx РІ rCmovohduO
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